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it's cold so cold i deserve this cold nobody is with me the one i want is way over there his back turned to me; the one who comforts me never there anymore no one to turn to nowhere to run just me myself and i in the dark cold smile fake play along be happy make others happy cry in the night what? there's nothing wrong, nick i'm fine i'm fine i'm sorry, i have to go i can't talk to you right now, nick i might lose it and that's bad to do in public catch your breath, fool i know it hurts, we all hurt, but you have to be able to function for the next year, three months, and thirteen days then you can prove yourself again but until then

One, two, three, four The lonely girl picks up her color guard sabre and begins to spin. Seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven Shutting herself out from the world, focusing solely on her warm-up. Fourty-nine, fifty, fifty-one She figured that after her one hundred spins warm-up, she would work on tosses or something. Eighty-one, eighty-two, eighty-three Warm-up turns to obsession as she forgets the practice plan and continues to spin. One hundred twenty-two, one hundred twenty-three She has passed the one-hundred mark, the normal stopping point if she were just warming up. Two hundred seventy-nine, two hundred eighty, two hundred eighty-one, two

I hated when I was walking along, minding my own buisness, when my face suddenly said hello to the carpet, concrete, mulch, whatever I was walking on at the time. In this particular flashback, it happened to be carpet. "Hey! That's mean!" I heard my seven-year-old voice squeak out in a pitch that was not threatening at all. If anything, it was quite pitiful. "Haha! Serves you right, bitch!" I heard a voice across the room say before the whole room burst into laughter. I turned to see Jordan, the class bully. I was surprised he wasn't the one who tripped me this time. I glanced up to view my attacker, and it was none other than Tally. She hate